(Written by a former resident of Shanghai)
All night it was snowing.
The earth became white.
I had to record it
And reached for my camera.
To the balcony bound
I left my apartment
And looked in the distance,
Saw something moving.
I continued to stare
And saw with amazement -
Pleased, but so breathless;
It was you - my late husband.
You breathed your last breath
Such a long time ago.
It's been years since I've seen you
I've so much to tell you.
Trying to see clearly,
I peered through the lens,
But saw only trees
Where last I had seen you.
"Don't go away now!
Continue to stay there.
I'm so all alone here'
I want conversation.
Back in my condo
I hoped I could dial you,
And asked for your number.
"Not listed", she said.
Email was useless;
You had no computer.
Bewildered, I stood there
Feeling forsaken.
Some paper I reached for
To write you a letter,
But tears began falling,
As I had no address.
Back in the open
Still holding the paper,
I watched the wind take it,
And let my dreams go.