(Written by Zhaoxian, a high school student in Beijing)
"Ok now, let's all introduce ourselves." It was the teacher who said that, and I was in my first day of senior high school. The students in the class were all fresh and ready for anything, but I was very shy. They introduced themselves - one by one - but when I stood on the rostrum in front of everyone I could barely say a word. Nothing came out of me. I was very conscious of my red face and being laughed at.
I hurried back to my seat, and as I plopped my head down on the edge of my desk I wrestled with the thought that I'd never be able to change. Everyone else could stand up and say a few things in front of people but I couldn't. I felt like I'd come from a different planet. How could something so simple be so difficult for me. I closed my eyes as I reviewed what had happened.
When I lifted my head, I saw that - unbeknownst to me - a paper had been slipped under my arm. It read, "It's nothing, friend. You can call me Zhang Chi."
I turned to face the guy next to me, and he laughed as he pulled his paper back from my desk and wrote, "What's your name?"
That was the beginning of a great friendship. The guy who introduced himself on paper was soon my best friend in the class. He was a good student, and he also like to help the people around him.
Sometimes it's hard to believe that there are so many good people in my life. I thank God and any other deities that there are out there.
Zhang Chi and I started spending a lot of time together. We played basketball or soccer when we had spare time, but most of the time we studied together. When other students went home, we were still studying in the classroom. I used to ask him some things about math, and in exchange, helped him with his English. Day after day we did the same things that whole year, and when he got his first A in English on the end-of-term examination, we celebrated for three days.
I really felt good while we were helping each other. It was almost like having a vacation and not having to go to school. I hadn't known that helping others brought so much happiness. From that experience I learned what it's like to have a soul; I'd even call it a holy soul. When I'm helping others, that's what it feels like. People don't have to be selfish animals.
There was to be a speech competition in class last week, and the subject was Helping Others. To my surprise, I entered my name, and when I stood again on the rostrum I said to myself, "You can do it this time. Don't be shy. Share your experiences from last year with everyone."
It was wonderful
I found that I could do it.
Everyone suddenly wanted to include me in everything, but Zhang Chi sat there quietly - staring at me and smiling.
Perhaps he was the only one who completely understood what had happened to a very shy boy.